Tragic Turn in Life

this morning at school was pretty good learned some modules ate some cake and had pizza. Overall class was good but our tests are Tuesday and Wednesday and those tests are either pass or fail kind of scary but as long as i study before then i will be fine. With all that going on I get information about a classmate who wasn’t at school today couldn’t be found. No contact no phone ringing no contact haven’t seen her gone just like that. They say she went to a bridge by a friend and was dropped off going to uber back. Then the next day no sign of life no where to be found. Turns out after class we got our phones she was found alive and safe. She tried to kill herself…over her bf…huh..damn for me personally i do have thoughts of it but would I ever do it fuck no and for me this is interesting cause when i think about suicide its not that i dont like my life or anything its i guess to see what happens when we are gone so i guess im interested on the afterlife but never sucidial i dont know. But was gonna go home and take a nap but I couldnt you know i was wide awake but i wish the best for and hope she is doing well i wouldnt mind talking to her me and her are pretty cool no issues with her at all we roast each other so its fun but yeah very self reflection type of day anyways see you guys.