The Past 2025
2026 starts and 2025 ends. Looking back at 2025 its been an eventful year to say the least! The beginning of the year to the time I left for the Navy I was a cook for a family owned restaurant and met some great people there and quite some distasteful people too but that’s the restaurant. I started dating the love of my life who I use to date back in high school (10 years ago…yikes that hurts to say) it was difficult at first for me because she has a child, i’ve never had a kid still dont so going from being single for 6 years then having to date someone with a child there was some obstacles to overcome and still. And last joined the US Navy obviously left my job to join but if I didnt decide to join the navy then I would have still been working there gladly. Said goodbye to my family, friends, and now my girlfriend. It was time for a change and change there was. Went to bootcamp didnt know anyone first week was by far the hardest but finished that and still in contact with at least 2 guys from bootcamp. Went to Florida for schooling, by far had the greatest classmates hands down no debate really great and funny people. Graduated and now I am officially and IT for the USA Navy and proud to do it. I went back home for the holidays seeing the family, friends, and girlfriend. It was great seeing everyone and strangely how nothing has changed except some branches or trees were cut down in my hometown and the people still doing the same but other than that loved that certain kind of familiarity you know. Coming back home though it hit me like a train, not being able to hold or touch my gf, not being able to see or feel my family it really hit me badly. A certain loneliness engraved my soul and it keeps me up at night it will go away I’ve been through this before (boot camp) still it feels empty and wish life could’ve been different.
2026 starts and 2025 ends. Looking back at 2025 its been an eventful year to say the least! The beginning of the year to the time I left for the Navy I was a cook for a family owned restaurant and met some great people there and quite some distasteful people too but that’s the restaurant. I started dating the love of my life who I use to date back in high school (10 years ago…yikes that hurts to say) it was difficult at first for me because she has a child, i’ve never had a kid still dont so going from being single for 6 years then having to date someone with a child there was some obstacles to overcome and still. And last joined the US Navy obviously left my job to join but if I didnt decide to join the navy then I would have still been working there gladly. Said goodbye to my family, friends, and now my girlfriend. It was time for a change and change there was. Went to bootcamp didnt know anyone first week was by far the hardest but finished that and still in contact with at least 2 guys from bootcamp. Went to Florida for schooling, by far had the greatest classmates hands down no debate really great and funny people. Graduated and now I am officially and IT for the USA Navy and proud to do it. I went back home for the holidays seeing the family, friends, and girlfriend. It was great seeing everyone and strangely how nothing has changed except some branches or trees were cut down in my hometown and the people still doing the same but other than that loved that certain kind of familiarity you know. Coming back home though it hit me like a train, not being able to hold or touch my gf, not being able to see or feel my family it really hit me badly. A certain loneliness engraved my soul and it keeps me up at night it will go away I’ve been through this before (boot camp) still it feels empty and wish life could’ve been different.