Even He Needs Rest
even the big man upstairs rested at least one day. you want to be on 24/7 hey go for it I wish I could but I need at least one or two days of just chilling all the other days I can be busy as fuck but if I don’t get at least one rest day I'm fucked man. I still want to be productive yeah I can watch YouTube videos all day and eat chip at night but at least do something productive for example playing video games I’ll record them and post them to my YouTube cause i want to see the progress of how I develop throughout the game and also it feels like I am doing something and i enjoy that so yeah anyways I'm going back to watching YouTube videos. BYE
even the big man upstairs rested at least one day. you want to be on 24/7 hey go for it I wish I could but I need at least one or two days of just chilling all the other days I can be busy as fuck but if I don’t get at least one rest day I'm fucked man. I still want to be productive yeah I can watch YouTube videos all day and eat chip at night but at least do something productive for example playing video games I’ll record them and post them to my YouTube cause i want to see the progress of how I develop throughout the game and also it feels like I am doing something and i enjoy that so yeah anyways I'm going back to watching YouTube videos. BYE
The Pressure is On
when the pressure is on what do you do? do you coward away and say you cant do it and never go through that in your life ever again or do you go up to it and face it, and overcome that or learn from it? For me when pressure is on depends on how much is applied. If it’s a little bit I’ll probably make a joke and just do it like nike. If there is a lot of pressure on me I may get overwhelmed at first I do, give me like 5mins to look at the situation or comprehend where im at and go ahead and do what i got to do. Its weird how the body reacts when there is pressure on the plate (minecraft reference) the breathing gets heavy, i get hot which is weird idk maybe that’s normal probably but my mind will go racing but I hide it really well inside but if its really bad you may see the panic in my face I wont lie. The reason for this is Monday Tuesday and Wednesday I got 1 test on 3 of those days got to pass each one if I don’t I have a retake of that test, if I fail that then I’m out…so now I ask, What are you gonna do?
when the pressure is on what do you do? do you coward away and say you cant do it and never go through that in your life ever again or do you go up to it and face it, and overcome that or learn from it? For me when pressure is on depends on how much is applied. If it’s a little bit I’ll probably make a joke and just do it like nike. If there is a lot of pressure on me I may get overwhelmed at first I do, give me like 5mins to look at the situation or comprehend where im at and go ahead and do what i got to do. Its weird how the body reacts when there is pressure on the plate (minecraft reference) the breathing gets heavy, i get hot which is weird idk maybe that’s normal probably but my mind will go racing but I hide it really well inside but if its really bad you may see the panic in my face I wont lie. The reason for this is Monday Tuesday and Wednesday I got 1 test on 3 of those days got to pass each one if I don’t I have a retake of that test, if I fail that then I’m out…so now I ask, What are you gonna do?
Expectations Too High
wow its been a long week and its thursday holy guacamole. Took a test got an 82% bang from downtown and I had to stay to get my shots for the military and got back home later took a fat ass nap honk shoo honk shoo and I started working youtube video to record it. I played NBA2k26 against the indiana pacers domination won the game of course trying to get a pink diamond card i’ll get there but I did that and watched videos today. This week my goal was to go lift weights 3 days this week and 3 days cardio so far I did 1 weights and 1 cardio and starting to get a bit sick. Then I ask myself why am I doing too much start with one step at a time and work my way to that cause I know myself if I did do that next week I'd be so sore that i wont do it again so with that being said I'm glad I did that this week and only that cause it steps big dog it takes time consistency is what I'm going for maybe next week ill do 2 each but maybe not we will see. Anyways today was long stressful day but I believe Socrates once said “it is what it is”.
wow its been a long week and its thursday holy guacamole. Took a test got an 82% bang from downtown and I had to stay to get my shots for the military and got back home later took a fat ass nap honk shoo honk shoo and I started working youtube video to record it. I played NBA2k26 against the indiana pacers domination won the game of course trying to get a pink diamond card i’ll get there but I did that and watched videos today. This week my goal was to go lift weights 3 days this week and 3 days cardio so far I did 1 weights and 1 cardio and starting to get a bit sick. Then I ask myself why am I doing too much start with one step at a time and work my way to that cause I know myself if I did do that next week I'd be so sore that i wont do it again so with that being said I'm glad I did that this week and only that cause it steps big dog it takes time consistency is what I'm going for maybe next week ill do 2 each but maybe not we will see. Anyways today was long stressful day but I believe Socrates once said “it is what it is”.
How to Prioritizing
I woke up today at 3:30am ready to tackle school at 6am. I am defeeated on 2 hours of sleep fighting for my life. Our instructor “taught” us some lessons i say taught very loosely cause she didnt really and we have a test tomorrow and practice exam Tuesday. We have to pass the practice exam in order to pass this class. I opened up the practice to practice and got 6% out of 100%…Allan…we are so fucked. I was gonna go to voluntary tutoring today but it was going to be the same instructor…brother whats the point of going if she doesnt know what shes doing. Thank god we live in a time where AI is pretty good (although the advancement of AI is scary but that’s for a different blog). For the most part AI does tell me the commands to input for the practice exam. The class I’m in right now is CCNA2 and it is rough. Through practice I can get it I know I can but holy fuck man. So prioritizing I got home and took a nap to get my brain juices refueled again, then I woke up and immediately started studying. I didn’t go to the gym today or do any recordings for my YouTube channel. And that’s ok cause my priority right now today is passing this test tomorrow and I know I need the extra study to do well. And also its date night with girly so I can watch Netflix and study at the same time. YIPPPPEEEEE let’s see if it was worth it tomorrow.
I woke up today at 3:30am ready to tackle school at 6am. I am defeeated on 2 hours of sleep fighting for my life. Our instructor “taught” us some lessons i say taught very loosely cause she didnt really and we have a test tomorrow and practice exam Tuesday. We have to pass the practice exam in order to pass this class. I opened up the practice to practice and got 6% out of 100%…Allan…we are so fucked. I was gonna go to voluntary tutoring today but it was going to be the same instructor…brother whats the point of going if she doesnt know what shes doing. Thank god we live in a time where AI is pretty good (although the advancement of AI is scary but that’s for a different blog). For the most part AI does tell me the commands to input for the practice exam. The class I’m in right now is CCNA2 and it is rough. Through practice I can get it I know I can but holy fuck man. So prioritizing I got home and took a nap to get my brain juices refueled again, then I woke up and immediately started studying. I didn’t go to the gym today or do any recordings for my YouTube channel. And that’s ok cause my priority right now today is passing this test tomorrow and I know I need the extra study to do well. And also its date night with girly so I can watch Netflix and study at the same time. YIPPPPEEEEE let’s see if it was worth it tomorrow.
First Steps to Greatness
It took Michael Jordan 7 years to get his first NBA title. 3 years for Kobe Bryant to win his first. Lebron James 9 years. In order to get where you need to go you have to make sacrifices along the way, you don’t want to that’s why you never seem to reach your goals. You want to be the guy who makes things happen or the guy that wishes things would happen. Trust the process behind the scenes so the progression will show visually. You are your only enemy no one else. You made a plan and a goal and a schedule to go out there and do something about your life that you always wanted. You dont want to work untill your 65 and retire. Im young now maybe you are too but its never too late to go for it cause honestly you live once in your life. I will be there by your side through this journey lets jump into together and ride this crazy train of greatness.
It took Michael Jordan 7 years to get his first NBA title. 3 years for Kobe Bryant to win his first. Lebron James 9 years. In order to get where you need to go you have to make sacrifices along the way, you don’t want to that’s why you never seem to reach your goals. You want to be the guy who makes things happen or the guy that wishes things would happen. Trust the process behind the scenes so the progression will show visually. You are your only enemy no one else. You made a plan and a goal and a schedule to go out there and do something about your life that you always wanted. You dont want to work untill your 65 and retire. Im young now maybe you are too but its never too late to go for it cause honestly you live once in your life. I will be there by your side through this journey lets jump into together and ride this crazy train of greatness.
The Now 2026
I start my day by waking up a 4am to go to the other side of base where I learn IT from the Navy. I eat breakfast at 5am and start school at 6am. Learn about IT knowledge and get done at 12pm then 12:15pm I eat lunch with some friends. Once that’s done we head back to the main base where I either weightlift or do cardio, usually Monday, Wednesday, and Friday I do weightlifting and cardio Tuesday, Thursday, and Saturday. Usually for about an 1hr 15mins to 1hr 30mins for each one. Once done I record a video for YouTube and post it although I recorded a video and had no audio on it…because I got a new headset and obs needs to be changed to it so….ya. Then I studied a bit of what we learned in class and or if we have a test coming up. Get that out of the way and I will start posting a blog like what I’m doing now I don’t know what I’ll blog about but fuck it you know. Anyways by that time its dinner get some food head back eat and have some supplements start working on some music either lyrics or finding beats. when I get back and if I did post some pics on Instagram if I took any. After all that fun stuff is done its time for mundane tasks such as doing laundry, getting groceries, checking money, cleaning, and or grooming. Near the end I try to learn about something different for example how to do sign language or sewing something to get the juices learning and take action on it. Either like the activity or discard but can always say I at least tried. It’s usually dark at this time so I’m big chilling I text or call family, friends, and my gf do some journaling and then take a shower. For now that’s the routine will it change yes probably in time or tomorrow IDK but so far I like the format of it. Anyways tootles
I start my day by waking up a 4am to go to the other side of base where I learn IT from the Navy. I eat breakfast at 5am and start school at 6am. Learn about IT knowledge and get done at 12pm then 12:15pm I eat lunch with some friends. Once that’s done we head back to the main base where I either weightlift or do cardio, usually Monday, Wednesday, and Friday I do weightlifting and cardio Tuesday, Thursday, and Saturday. Usually for about an 1hr 15mins to 1hr 30mins for each one. Once done I record a video for YouTube and post it although I recorded a video and had no audio on it…because I got a new headset and obs needs to be changed to it so….ya. Then I studied a bit of what we learned in class and or if we have a test coming up. Get that out of the way and I will start posting a blog like what I’m doing now I don’t know what I’ll blog about but fuck it you know. Anyways by that time its dinner get some food head back eat and have some supplements start working on some music either lyrics or finding beats. when I get back and if I did post some pics on Instagram if I took any. After all that fun stuff is done its time for mundane tasks such as doing laundry, getting groceries, checking money, cleaning, and or grooming. Near the end I try to learn about something different for example how to do sign language or sewing something to get the juices learning and take action on it. Either like the activity or discard but can always say I at least tried. It’s usually dark at this time so I’m big chilling I text or call family, friends, and my gf do some journaling and then take a shower. For now that’s the routine will it change yes probably in time or tomorrow IDK but so far I like the format of it. Anyways tootles
The Past 2025
2026 starts and 2025 ends. Looking back at 2025 its been an eventful year to say the least! The beginning of the year to the time I left for the Navy I was a cook for a family owned restaurant and met some great people there and quite some distasteful people too but that’s the restaurant. I started dating the love of my life who I use to date back in high school (10 years ago…yikes that hurts to say) it was difficult at first for me because she has a child, i’ve never had a kid still dont so going from being single for 6 years then having to date someone with a child there was some obstacles to overcome and still. And last joined the US Navy obviously left my job to join but if I didnt decide to join the navy then I would have still been working there gladly. Said goodbye to my family, friends, and now my girlfriend. It was time for a change and change there was. Went to bootcamp didnt know anyone first week was by far the hardest but finished that and still in contact with at least 2 guys from bootcamp. Went to Florida for schooling, by far had the greatest classmates hands down no debate really great and funny people. Graduated and now I am officially and IT for the USA Navy and proud to do it. I went back home for the holidays seeing the family, friends, and girlfriend. It was great seeing everyone and strangely how nothing has changed except some branches or trees were cut down in my hometown and the people still doing the same but other than that loved that certain kind of familiarity you know. Coming back home though it hit me like a train, not being able to hold or touch my gf, not being able to see or feel my family it really hit me badly. A certain loneliness engraved my soul and it keeps me up at night it will go away I’ve been through this before (boot camp) still it feels empty and wish life could’ve been different.
2026 starts and 2025 ends. Looking back at 2025 its been an eventful year to say the least! The beginning of the year to the time I left for the Navy I was a cook for a family owned restaurant and met some great people there and quite some distasteful people too but that’s the restaurant. I started dating the love of my life who I use to date back in high school (10 years ago…yikes that hurts to say) it was difficult at first for me because she has a child, i’ve never had a kid still dont so going from being single for 6 years then having to date someone with a child there was some obstacles to overcome and still. And last joined the US Navy obviously left my job to join but if I didnt decide to join the navy then I would have still been working there gladly. Said goodbye to my family, friends, and now my girlfriend. It was time for a change and change there was. Went to bootcamp didnt know anyone first week was by far the hardest but finished that and still in contact with at least 2 guys from bootcamp. Went to Florida for schooling, by far had the greatest classmates hands down no debate really great and funny people. Graduated and now I am officially and IT for the USA Navy and proud to do it. I went back home for the holidays seeing the family, friends, and girlfriend. It was great seeing everyone and strangely how nothing has changed except some branches or trees were cut down in my hometown and the people still doing the same but other than that loved that certain kind of familiarity you know. Coming back home though it hit me like a train, not being able to hold or touch my gf, not being able to see or feel my family it really hit me badly. A certain loneliness engraved my soul and it keeps me up at night it will go away I’ve been through this before (boot camp) still it feels empty and wish life could’ve been different.